I never thought about the day I would be without you both, I couldn't even imagine, you have always been there. 

I wake up and realise I cannot visit you, I cannot talk to you I cannot hug you and tell you how much I love you. I feel empty and upset. I sit and wish with all my heart but nothing. I try to lift my spirits and imagine you both together again, its hard but I try. I keep your memory alive in our family, its not hard because everyone loved you both so much. Brodie has never met you Dd but he loves you, he gets upset but I try to tell him you are both well and happy again and he smiles. 

You have a wonderful family here, more than half you haven't met when alive but know you would be smiling down on them all. 

Love you so much Dad and Mum. Hug each other every day and see you when it's my turn. 💞💞💞