Dad I miss you so much. Four years!!!! I have needed you more than ever this last 4 years and your not here to give me some re-assurance and some much needed hugs. When I look back at April and June 2007 I can't believe we all managed to carry on. It was one blow after another. How much hurt can someone take? Dad I need some help from somewhere otherwise I may go crazy. I wish you were here right now. I am hurting really bad and don't know what to do about it. If I could just rewind back the years and re-play then pause forever. I love you with all my aching heart Da. I am proud to be called your daughter. Love you forever and a day xxxxx