Oh Dad, why can't you be here to help me? Why can't you give me advice?! Why leave me when I am at my worst? Why can't I have a hug when I need one? It hurts to know that I will never get any of these ever again. I never stop thinking of you. You are always in my thoughts. Proud to have been a 'Guthrun' and proud to be your Daughter. Love you always Sheila xx xxx xx