Well DAD its christmas again and it will never be the same without you. We may not be able to see you but I know that you nare always watching over us and on Boxing Day your probably saying up stairs in Heaven to everyone listen to them lot making all that din thats what I had to put up with when I was there, but deep down we know that you enjoyed it. Christmas is going to be hard again as your not here and ANTHONY is poorly in Colwyn Bay. Please DAD keep a watch over ANTHONY and make him stronger, Sheila, Berni and all of us need and want him home. Our Wilf as got you marked on his back now and for the rest of his life. You often used to joke about dying but my nothing prepares you for it, it was so hard that awfull night and still is. My heart breaks for you. Oh guess what, mum as got that big Father Christmas up, you know the one you tried to break but wilf fixed it. Love and miss you. Paulinexxxxxxxxxx