Well, Grandad. A year it has been. I seems like it was only yesterday when I was a baby bouncing on your knee. I can still feel your warm body against mine from when you used to give me a Grandad Hug. I miss you so much and I really wish I could see you at least one more time. I just want to know if you are OK. I am sure you are looking down on all your family and you are so happy that we have all been coping well. But deep down, it still hurts and I know that I should be having fun and getting over it, but I cant. I look back and think, "My Grandad. What an amazing man he was." I get really upset about what happened. I still don't know fully how you died and I wish I didn't have to know. I wouldn't really like to know how a person especially someone as close to me as you were died. Because then I would break down. I still know that though you are not on this earth, you are still back at your house with Nan and you are also in my heart. I really miss you, Grandad. But I love you even more. And I really wish I could see you at least one more time, like I said before Grandad, Goodnight. Sleeptight. Watch over me tonight. Love Corrina x