I can't believe it been 5 years since you left us all. I have been to bingo with Mum tonight, she is ok and were all looking after her. She is missing and thinking of you as we all are. I have got some Uncle Joes in my bag and have had a few for you. I miss you so much it's till hurts and I still cry and always will because it doesn't feel right you not being here to lecture us...lol. I am so proud of you and how you brought us all up. I hope your in a good place and having the time of your life, I really do. I will get to meet you again but not yet, my family need me and I need them. Forever your loving Daughter...proud to be a Guthrun xxxx